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Title   Cast   Director   Year Shown  Other Info    Country  Notes 




Canada, 2001, 55 min

Shown in 2002

CREDITS

dir
Philip Hoffman
prod
Philip Hoffman
scr
Philip Hoffman
cam
Philip Hoffman
editor
Philip Hoffman
mus
Tucker Zimmerman

OTHER

source
Canadian Filmmakers Distribution Centre, 37 Hanna Ave., Suite 220, Toronto, ON M6K 1W8, Canada. EMAIL: info@cfmdc.org
premiere
U.S. Premiere

COMMENTS

Shown with Sea in the Blood. Philip Hoffman in person.

In this poignant memoir, Canadian film diarist Philip Hoffman arranges the jagged bits of the life he shared with writer Marian McMahon. Her early death in 1996 provoked this essay on mortality. Hoffman’s goal: “to illuminate the condition of her death... the mystery of her life and the reason why, at the instant of her passage, I felt peace with her leaving... a feeling I no longer hold.” Using painterly swatches of sunflowers, hand-processed film, found sound recordings, the “antiseptic fictions” of doctors and other mortal icons, Hoffman takes us on journeys to London, Helsinki and Egypt. Pondering morbidity in its many forms, Hoffman discloses an early photographic assignment involving his deceased grandfather, a failed suicide and his own personal numerology of death centering on the number 17. Through these and other memories, Hoffman develops a soul-searching vocabulary of love for one whose journey continues into the beyond. “If you had to make up your own ritual for death, what would it be? Would it be private, or shared?” asked his partner, Marian. Hoffman’s answer is this beautiful document.

—Steven Black